Grateful - it's a good place.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Grateful - that was the word that came to the fore out of the mixture of emotions that were around yesterday. Grateful for lots of things. Grateful for the kind of support that has been around me - while there are times when the people I would have hoped for support from haven't been that, I recognise that the support I do have is of an amazing quality; there have been excellent people on this journey. Grateful that Mum died when she did. I can't imagine how mum would have aged without killing herself with anxiety and worry (umm ... and maybe she did anyway!). But the grateful part of me is grateful that she didn't need to go through more of that and I'm also thankful for myself and others around her that we didn't have to cope with that especially in the possibility of it being mixed with increasing dementia. And especially grateful for who I have continued to become through it all.